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Michelle Emerson- Your Host.
United States - Arizona
The Story of My Abduction
By Maurizio Baiata
Ahwatukee, AZ, October 27, 2010
It took me too long to write this note. I wanted to do it sooner and I regret I have done it only now. Some memories quickly fade away, inside me. Of this account a video recording of the conscious regression does exist. Once and if I will obtain it, I will surely have a more precise recall of the abduction experience. Psychotherapist Ruth Hover performed the regression about four months ago. I totally trust Dr. Ruth, an extraordinary woman who for decades, has dealt with the abduction phenomena and has helped hundreds to cope with the situation and overcome their fear.
My experience occurred in Italy in an undefined night of September 1999. Few people came to know it then. My second wife, Wendy d’Olive and Cristoforo Barbato, both working in the magazine “Stargate” that I managed and directed. The other person I informed then was Corrado Malanga, Chemistry professor at the Pisa University. Malanga and I had already left Cun (National UFO Center of Italy) an organization unable to approach the abduction phenomenon the right way. So, the next morning I informed Malanga by phone and he suggested a hypnotic regression. However, I thought that my experience was closed exactly as I recalled and I declined his invite. I was wrong.
The Encounter
Our office was located in a beautiful villa approximately 20 miles off Rome, Italy, my flat was at the third floor. It was in the heart of the night when suddenly, I woke up stressed by something that urged me to open my eyes. A dim light filtered through the blinds from the garden that overlooked my bedroom. Darkness, almost, I looked at the clock. Tic toc, 4 o'clock.
Lying on the bed I saw to my right, about four feet from me, a yellowish haze made of particles of light that seem to quickly join together in the air. A minute has passed, because I turned my head towards the bedside table on the left and the alarm indicates 4.01 am. (In present tense now) I tell myself that I’m fully awake and not dreaming. The shiny fog aggregates to shape up three silhouettes, orange-grayish in color. Two small figures, of just 4.5 feet in height and one bigger, about 5 feet tall are staring at me. The contour of the shapes become more precise. I see the figures from the torso up. I could distinguish their features at the top, but not the hands. Just three faces. Inexpressive. Big black eyes, a slit for a mouth. With my right hand I pinch my right thigh. Mentally, I say “Hey, here they come for me.” The tall one, somewhat similar to the “doctor” described by Betty and Barney Hill, seems to swaying his torso, leaning toward me as pivoting on a body axis. His face is approaching me. In my head I hear the following words in Italian, “Don’t be afraid Maurizio, we mean no harm to you.”
Something triggered in me a knee-jerk not verbal reaction.
So I answer, “This would not be good for you.” I am not thinking rationally, since they will surely understand what I mean. They will not take me easily away. I wonder how this sentence comes out from my mind, but I don’t wait for their reply. The beings seem to communicate at one voice through the tall one. They keep staring at me, closer and closer but I’m not interested at all. I then turn my back to the other side and look at the watch, it’s 4.03 am now. I tell to myself, “They are gone” and I can easily go back to sleep now. I fall asleep.
Waking up next morning I immediately remembered everything. Besides Wendy and Cristoforo, I told professor Malanga. “If you wish we will do a regression,” he said to me. I replied, “Thanks, no, because is not so much, nothing bad really has happened to me.”
I was sure and aware that I had an alien contact but I was able to stop it, thanks to my automatic reaction of self-defense (I have practiced Karate for many years) that caused my visitors to give up. Then, I remained with this false belief until four months ago.
The Regression
Over the last 4-5 years I had the chance to talk of my experience with many people, privately and publicly, in Italy and in the US as well, at conferences that I was attending as speaker. Slowly, I began to suspect that things had happened not exactly as I have just described and I always believed had occurred. I was no more confident and so “invulnerable” as I thought I was. Because I gradually gained a different understanding, thanks to the many people with whom I came in contact.
The experiences and the process of awareness these people were living and transferring communicating to me as real, where not only going in parallel with mine, but they were part of my life. The diverse reality was very slowly come to the surface. In other words, I was realizing that a bigger part of my alien abduction was dormant somewhere in my subconscious.
In the abduction procedure, the “memories repression mechanism” usually seems to work quite efficiently for many years. With me it had worked for sure. And you’re left alone floating in the sea of doubt. But everything was due to a change when I met Dr Ruth Hover McKinley, psychotherapist out of Fountain Hills, Arizona. We had previously met several times at various conferences, and I always felt the urge to tell Ruth my story. Obviously, I did describe to her everything as I thought it happened. She said, “Maurizio, if you wish, you could go more in depth,” but I declined the offer
until four months ago, to the day I finally was ready for the regression. And I accepted the session to be recorded on camera as well. Sitting in a comfortable chair of a fully equipped tv studio, Ruth invited me to just relax and go back to those moments in Rome.
(Again in present tense) Her gentle voice reaches my chords and resonates inside me. My gaze wanders at random into the room, I see the camera on the left and the main one in front of us behind which the director smiles at me. Few minutes before I told him playfully something like, “And if I begin to speak in Italian rather than English?”
I feel very comfortable now. I relax and everything fits to the reality in which I am consciously. Before we sink in, I need to open up the trunk of my consciousness and immediately, as soon as I close my eyes something happens. I feel like flooded by a flash of bright light coming from the left side of the recording studio. And now I say to Ruth, “Hey, here’s a strong bright light.” Ruth asks me to go back to the moment when I was waking up in my room. “What do you see?” Eyes half closed, I describe what I’m seeing. I am in very dark ambient. I know I am standing up. At about eight feet in front of me, as if under a weak spotlight, I see a large sofa, indefinable in color, gray or dull beige. A bleak room with no windows. Four people are quietly sitting on the couch. On the far left I recognize a dear friend from Rome. She moved to New York ten years ago. She is an abductee. I don’t know who the other people are. I think they are all men, just sitting still, motionless, and they have their hands resting on their knees.
Their faces show a fixed expression absorbed in numbness. Their faces seem to be slightly tilted forward. On either side of the sofa, two grey beings are standing motionless. They are short, not exceeding four feet in stature. They seem to act as guardians, or controllers. They do not express anything. I try to fix my eyes in the big dark eyes of the one closer to me, on the far right. But there is no eye-to-eye contact with him. At the same time, however, another flash of light floods into my mind, permeating the recording studio as well. I can see clearly what is going on in the studio, but now I am also able to connect with the “vision” of my experience of many years earlier. It’s just like pushing a button on the remote control and instantly switch to another channel. Except that I’m not choosing this channel. Something or somebody else is directing the light. “Ahhhhh...” I am moaning…
And Ruth, “Now, who is with you?" she asks. “Oh, there’s someone behind me, I'm standing still and I feel a presence behind me, and now I feel two hands grabbing on my back on the upper shoulders and pushing forward strongly. I try to resist. And now before me there is another grey being, similar to the others, but taller. His head reaches mine in height. I cannot distinguish any feature of his face, though. Just like a dark human-like shadow that stands in front of me. Now the hands are pushing my back down, a gentle but strong pressure down and I find myself lying on the floor. I can clearly see the scene. They acted together at once. I do not understand if I am immobilized or not. (I think) I’m shaking. Now I perceive the situation perfectly. I feel my pulse increase. I look at Ruth, who peered at me with a sweet expression, a loving mother. “Stay calm, all is going well, you can let yourself go, you know how...” she says. The scene does not change, but there’s another huge flash of light, extremely intense. And now I see two beings kneeling on my sides. Their hands are resting on my belly. “What are they doing with their hands?" Ruth is asking me. “They are fumbling,” I answer.
Near Death Experience
And in an instant I find myself back in time to a terrible evening of April 1971. As the result of a motorcycle acciddent I was rushed to the emergency room of the Policlinico Hospital of Rome where I entered at around 9.30 pm. I had a coma. I spent the night in a bed in a large ward with many hospitalized people. Unattended by doctors a sleepless night passed, I am sure, between life and death. I lived a NDE (Near Death Experience) whose memory came to light consciously many years later. During the first phase of the coma I saw the tunnel and the light at end of it, where a translucent figure was inviting me to join the light. I travelled back and forward in time, driven by a force at superluminal speed. The feeling of total abandon that attracted me towards the light at the end of the tunnel was swirling all around me. A dazzling light that does not hurt your eyes and fills you up as the most tender and ardent love hug. Nothing mystical. Then the pain brought me back to reality. Waves of incredible pain in the stomach, with my intestines torn apart and flooded with blood, are coming again. That is the sense of this dimension, violent and lacerating inside. At moments almost every 10 minutes, the pain prevails over the fantastic warm sensation of beatitude I was feeling in giving myself to the light. But as soon as I closed my eyes I was able to see the light again. I was traveling back and forth. In a state of consciousness the pain signals life. In a state of unconsciousness, the feeling of bliss drives you away towards the other state that we call death.
Around 6.30 am, the next morning a merciful young assistant doctor noticed my status. I was screaming like hell for help. He ordered me to the surgical room. They put a mask on my face and I passed out. The surgeons worked on my stomach. When I woke up, opening my eyes, I saw myself in a hospital room with my mother and my brother next. I watched the scene from above, I was in fact floating in astral near the ceiling and saw everything. This was the second phase of my life after life experience, what we know as OBE.
“Ruth... I can see now. Is there a link between what I am seeing now and my NDE?” I ask. If “they” have done such a thing on me there was a reason for my abduction. In doing so I understand that they are perfectly capable of determining the state of reality that we are living. To me they created a bridge, between the near death experience of 1971 and my encounter with them in 1999.
These things are connected. I do not know whether is the same thing. I do not know if the aliens were there, next to me in that night of 1971. I know for a fact that the story of my abduction experience went well beyond the time when I thought I had them to go away and leave me alone.
No, they were still there, while attending the scene that Ruth invited me to describe. But there is a lot to add. Not only the last remnants of a vision that quickly faded away from my consciousness. With eyes wide open now.
At the end of the regression I asked Ruth her opinion. Well, Maurizio, you said a lot, but most important is what do you thing about it.”. “Me? I think... well, thanks to you now I know how things really went… I think... what kind of hypnosis we have practiced?”. “Just a mild relaxation and you have entered the other dimension,” she replied. “What? You mean the other dimension where we can access and see them as well?”. “Yes, if you open the right door, you can see, you can do it other times if you want, on your own”. “But it’s just a matter of technique?" I asked Ruth. She just smiled. Time up.
A month later Ruth wrote to me, in a note accompanying a book that she recommend me to read: “Did you know that the two tall beings who where with you have golden eyes? They are tall, thin and the irises of their eyes are golden!!!"
I think it is very necessary to see the video recording of my regression. I am still missing something. Otherwise it will take me another ten years to understand.
By Maurizio Baiata
Ahwatukee, AZ, October 27, 2010
It took me too long to write this note. I wanted to do it sooner and I regret I have done it only now. Some memories quickly fade away, inside me. Of this account a video recording of the conscious regression does exist. Once and if I will obtain it, I will surely have a more precise recall of the abduction experience. Psychotherapist Ruth Hover performed the regression about four months ago. I totally trust Dr. Ruth, an extraordinary woman who for decades, has dealt with the abduction phenomena and has helped hundreds to cope with the situation and overcome their fear.
My experience occurred in Italy in an undefined night of September 1999. Few people came to know it then. My second wife, Wendy d’Olive and Cristoforo Barbato, both working in the magazine “Stargate” that I managed and directed. The other person I informed then was Corrado Malanga, Chemistry professor at the Pisa University. Malanga and I had already left Cun (National UFO Center of Italy) an organization unable to approach the abduction phenomenon the right way. So, the next morning I informed Malanga by phone and he suggested a hypnotic regression. However, I thought that my experience was closed exactly as I recalled and I declined his invite. I was wrong.
The Encounter
Our office was located in a beautiful villa approximately 20 miles off Rome, Italy, my flat was at the third floor. It was in the heart of the night when suddenly, I woke up stressed by something that urged me to open my eyes. A dim light filtered through the blinds from the garden that overlooked my bedroom. Darkness, almost, I looked at the clock. Tic toc, 4 o'clock.
Lying on the bed I saw to my right, about four feet from me, a yellowish haze made of particles of light that seem to quickly join together in the air. A minute has passed, because I turned my head towards the bedside table on the left and the alarm indicates 4.01 am. (In present tense now) I tell myself that I’m fully awake and not dreaming. The shiny fog aggregates to shape up three silhouettes, orange-grayish in color. Two small figures, of just 4.5 feet in height and one bigger, about 5 feet tall are staring at me. The contour of the shapes become more precise. I see the figures from the torso up. I could distinguish their features at the top, but not the hands. Just three faces. Inexpressive. Big black eyes, a slit for a mouth. With my right hand I pinch my right thigh. Mentally, I say “Hey, here they come for me.” The tall one, somewhat similar to the “doctor” described by Betty and Barney Hill, seems to swaying his torso, leaning toward me as pivoting on a body axis. His face is approaching me. In my head I hear the following words in Italian, “Don’t be afraid Maurizio, we mean no harm to you.”
Something triggered in me a knee-jerk not verbal reaction.
So I answer, “This would not be good for you.” I am not thinking rationally, since they will surely understand what I mean. They will not take me easily away. I wonder how this sentence comes out from my mind, but I don’t wait for their reply. The beings seem to communicate at one voice through the tall one. They keep staring at me, closer and closer but I’m not interested at all. I then turn my back to the other side and look at the watch, it’s 4.03 am now. I tell to myself, “They are gone” and I can easily go back to sleep now. I fall asleep.
Waking up next morning I immediately remembered everything. Besides Wendy and Cristoforo, I told professor Malanga. “If you wish we will do a regression,” he said to me. I replied, “Thanks, no, because is not so much, nothing bad really has happened to me.”
I was sure and aware that I had an alien contact but I was able to stop it, thanks to my automatic reaction of self-defense (I have practiced Karate for many years) that caused my visitors to give up. Then, I remained with this false belief until four months ago.
The Regression
Over the last 4-5 years I had the chance to talk of my experience with many people, privately and publicly, in Italy and in the US as well, at conferences that I was attending as speaker. Slowly, I began to suspect that things had happened not exactly as I have just described and I always believed had occurred. I was no more confident and so “invulnerable” as I thought I was. Because I gradually gained a different understanding, thanks to the many people with whom I came in contact.
The experiences and the process of awareness these people were living and transferring communicating to me as real, where not only going in parallel with mine, but they were part of my life. The diverse reality was very slowly come to the surface. In other words, I was realizing that a bigger part of my alien abduction was dormant somewhere in my subconscious.
In the abduction procedure, the “memories repression mechanism” usually seems to work quite efficiently for many years. With me it had worked for sure. And you’re left alone floating in the sea of doubt. But everything was due to a change when I met Dr Ruth Hover McKinley, psychotherapist out of Fountain Hills, Arizona. We had previously met several times at various conferences, and I always felt the urge to tell Ruth my story. Obviously, I did describe to her everything as I thought it happened. She said, “Maurizio, if you wish, you could go more in depth,” but I declined the offer
until four months ago, to the day I finally was ready for the regression. And I accepted the session to be recorded on camera as well. Sitting in a comfortable chair of a fully equipped tv studio, Ruth invited me to just relax and go back to those moments in Rome.
(Again in present tense) Her gentle voice reaches my chords and resonates inside me. My gaze wanders at random into the room, I see the camera on the left and the main one in front of us behind which the director smiles at me. Few minutes before I told him playfully something like, “And if I begin to speak in Italian rather than English?”
I feel very comfortable now. I relax and everything fits to the reality in which I am consciously. Before we sink in, I need to open up the trunk of my consciousness and immediately, as soon as I close my eyes something happens. I feel like flooded by a flash of bright light coming from the left side of the recording studio. And now I say to Ruth, “Hey, here’s a strong bright light.” Ruth asks me to go back to the moment when I was waking up in my room. “What do you see?” Eyes half closed, I describe what I’m seeing. I am in very dark ambient. I know I am standing up. At about eight feet in front of me, as if under a weak spotlight, I see a large sofa, indefinable in color, gray or dull beige. A bleak room with no windows. Four people are quietly sitting on the couch. On the far left I recognize a dear friend from Rome. She moved to New York ten years ago. She is an abductee. I don’t know who the other people are. I think they are all men, just sitting still, motionless, and they have their hands resting on their knees.
Their faces show a fixed expression absorbed in numbness. Their faces seem to be slightly tilted forward. On either side of the sofa, two grey beings are standing motionless. They are short, not exceeding four feet in stature. They seem to act as guardians, or controllers. They do not express anything. I try to fix my eyes in the big dark eyes of the one closer to me, on the far right. But there is no eye-to-eye contact with him. At the same time, however, another flash of light floods into my mind, permeating the recording studio as well. I can see clearly what is going on in the studio, but now I am also able to connect with the “vision” of my experience of many years earlier. It’s just like pushing a button on the remote control and instantly switch to another channel. Except that I’m not choosing this channel. Something or somebody else is directing the light. “Ahhhhh...” I am moaning…
And Ruth, “Now, who is with you?" she asks. “Oh, there’s someone behind me, I'm standing still and I feel a presence behind me, and now I feel two hands grabbing on my back on the upper shoulders and pushing forward strongly. I try to resist. And now before me there is another grey being, similar to the others, but taller. His head reaches mine in height. I cannot distinguish any feature of his face, though. Just like a dark human-like shadow that stands in front of me. Now the hands are pushing my back down, a gentle but strong pressure down and I find myself lying on the floor. I can clearly see the scene. They acted together at once. I do not understand if I am immobilized or not. (I think) I’m shaking. Now I perceive the situation perfectly. I feel my pulse increase. I look at Ruth, who peered at me with a sweet expression, a loving mother. “Stay calm, all is going well, you can let yourself go, you know how...” she says. The scene does not change, but there’s another huge flash of light, extremely intense. And now I see two beings kneeling on my sides. Their hands are resting on my belly. “What are they doing with their hands?" Ruth is asking me. “They are fumbling,” I answer.
Near Death Experience
And in an instant I find myself back in time to a terrible evening of April 1971. As the result of a motorcycle acciddent I was rushed to the emergency room of the Policlinico Hospital of Rome where I entered at around 9.30 pm. I had a coma. I spent the night in a bed in a large ward with many hospitalized people. Unattended by doctors a sleepless night passed, I am sure, between life and death. I lived a NDE (Near Death Experience) whose memory came to light consciously many years later. During the first phase of the coma I saw the tunnel and the light at end of it, where a translucent figure was inviting me to join the light. I travelled back and forward in time, driven by a force at superluminal speed. The feeling of total abandon that attracted me towards the light at the end of the tunnel was swirling all around me. A dazzling light that does not hurt your eyes and fills you up as the most tender and ardent love hug. Nothing mystical. Then the pain brought me back to reality. Waves of incredible pain in the stomach, with my intestines torn apart and flooded with blood, are coming again. That is the sense of this dimension, violent and lacerating inside. At moments almost every 10 minutes, the pain prevails over the fantastic warm sensation of beatitude I was feeling in giving myself to the light. But as soon as I closed my eyes I was able to see the light again. I was traveling back and forth. In a state of consciousness the pain signals life. In a state of unconsciousness, the feeling of bliss drives you away towards the other state that we call death.
Around 6.30 am, the next morning a merciful young assistant doctor noticed my status. I was screaming like hell for help. He ordered me to the surgical room. They put a mask on my face and I passed out. The surgeons worked on my stomach. When I woke up, opening my eyes, I saw myself in a hospital room with my mother and my brother next. I watched the scene from above, I was in fact floating in astral near the ceiling and saw everything. This was the second phase of my life after life experience, what we know as OBE.
“Ruth... I can see now. Is there a link between what I am seeing now and my NDE?” I ask. If “they” have done such a thing on me there was a reason for my abduction. In doing so I understand that they are perfectly capable of determining the state of reality that we are living. To me they created a bridge, between the near death experience of 1971 and my encounter with them in 1999.
These things are connected. I do not know whether is the same thing. I do not know if the aliens were there, next to me in that night of 1971. I know for a fact that the story of my abduction experience went well beyond the time when I thought I had them to go away and leave me alone.
No, they were still there, while attending the scene that Ruth invited me to describe. But there is a lot to add. Not only the last remnants of a vision that quickly faded away from my consciousness. With eyes wide open now.
At the end of the regression I asked Ruth her opinion. Well, Maurizio, you said a lot, but most important is what do you thing about it.”. “Me? I think... well, thanks to you now I know how things really went… I think... what kind of hypnosis we have practiced?”. “Just a mild relaxation and you have entered the other dimension,” she replied. “What? You mean the other dimension where we can access and see them as well?”. “Yes, if you open the right door, you can see, you can do it other times if you want, on your own”. “But it’s just a matter of technique?" I asked Ruth. She just smiled. Time up.
A month later Ruth wrote to me, in a note accompanying a book that she recommend me to read: “Did you know that the two tall beings who where with you have golden eyes? They are tall, thin and the irises of their eyes are golden!!!"
I think it is very necessary to see the video recording of my regression. I am still missing something. Otherwise it will take me another ten years to understand.
UNITED STATES - ARIZONA
When I was 1 and a half years old I can remember being levitated out of my crib very early in the morning. I was lowered to the floor and played with the ET's until they put me back in my crib. I had knowledge of them all my life.When I was older I remember them coming to me through my closet in my bedroom. I feel it was a portal.
I have never experienced a "bad" ET.I have been aboard many times.They have talked to me often throughout my life. They were in Sante Fe and told me to go there. I got in my car drove from Dallas to Sante Fe, NM. After I arrived there ,one night they woke me up and said " Go outside and look in the sky" I went outside. there was scout ships all over the sky doing all kinds of manuevers. They said it was for me. They also told me that they would no longer be in Sante Fe, they would be going to Sedona, AZ. I went to Sedona later and they where there.
When I was living in Colorado they visited often. There was a portal on my friend's land and every afternoon I went to it and we visited. That is where they gave me the Blue Star- Blue Flame Ceremony Initiation. We had long conversations.
Mostly It has been the Pleiadians I have spoken to, also Sirians and Andromedans.
When I took a trip to Puerta Vallarta in Mexico, [ late 80's] I was sitting on a balcony [8th floor] and was meditating. I opened my eyes and saw 7 scout ships go by. I closed my eyes and asked that if they could, please come back by and hover for a bit. After a few minutes they did. They just hung there and then one started talking to me. He gave me his name, which I couldn't repeat now. He showed me where they came out of the mountain and said that I could be standing on top of the opening and wouldn't be able to see it. Then They took me aboard. [after they asked me if I wanted to go]
They showed me all the controls and communication coms. It was wonderful.
When I spent 2 summers with the Hopi the Pleiadians and Andromedans talked to us all the time. They would come through the radio and used electronic voice to talk to us.
I have never had a "bad" experience with my ET family. It has always been very loving.
Windsong~
I have never experienced a "bad" ET.I have been aboard many times.They have talked to me often throughout my life. They were in Sante Fe and told me to go there. I got in my car drove from Dallas to Sante Fe, NM. After I arrived there ,one night they woke me up and said " Go outside and look in the sky" I went outside. there was scout ships all over the sky doing all kinds of manuevers. They said it was for me. They also told me that they would no longer be in Sante Fe, they would be going to Sedona, AZ. I went to Sedona later and they where there.
When I was living in Colorado they visited often. There was a portal on my friend's land and every afternoon I went to it and we visited. That is where they gave me the Blue Star- Blue Flame Ceremony Initiation. We had long conversations.
Mostly It has been the Pleiadians I have spoken to, also Sirians and Andromedans.
When I took a trip to Puerta Vallarta in Mexico, [ late 80's] I was sitting on a balcony [8th floor] and was meditating. I opened my eyes and saw 7 scout ships go by. I closed my eyes and asked that if they could, please come back by and hover for a bit. After a few minutes they did. They just hung there and then one started talking to me. He gave me his name, which I couldn't repeat now. He showed me where they came out of the mountain and said that I could be standing on top of the opening and wouldn't be able to see it. Then They took me aboard. [after they asked me if I wanted to go]
They showed me all the controls and communication coms. It was wonderful.
When I spent 2 summers with the Hopi the Pleiadians and Andromedans talked to us all the time. They would come through the radio and used electronic voice to talk to us.
I have never had a "bad" experience with my ET family. It has always been very loving.
Windsong~
UNITED STATES-ARIZONA
About 1 year ago I was driving on the loop 101 heading toward Mesa AZ in heavy traffic at night. I was alone in the car and I remember a car stopping short in front of me and I slammed on the brakes. However I got hit from behind and the rear of my car went up and then down. However the impact was a sponge, warm like feeling. Also I realized nothing happened there was no accident. It had been created in my mind some how.
Another incident a couple of months ago: I had left a parking lot and drove on a non-busy road and stopped at a red light. No traffic in front, behind or anywhere to be seen. While waiting for the light to change, everything out side the car seemed to go on pause. No people to be seen, no cars, no birds, no bugs or anything normal. The red light seemed to stay lit forever and then a feeling of the rear of the car already elevated. Followed by a feeling of it being lowered back to the ground gently. And the light turning green and lots of cars and things returned to normal.
While in my bedroom this week I witnessed a being appear on the wall and just stare at me. It had horns on either side of its head. Big angled eyes the size of your palms. I had more of a projection feeling vs. the real being. It seemed to just melt away after a short time. At the same time I recognized shapes and patterns in front of the wall. Some have said it’s the Matrix. I have been seeing similar patterns for months now in front of walls and almost anywhere when relaxed. They can also appear as interconnecting puzzle pieces of light.
Dan
Phoenix AZ
Another incident a couple of months ago: I had left a parking lot and drove on a non-busy road and stopped at a red light. No traffic in front, behind or anywhere to be seen. While waiting for the light to change, everything out side the car seemed to go on pause. No people to be seen, no cars, no birds, no bugs or anything normal. The red light seemed to stay lit forever and then a feeling of the rear of the car already elevated. Followed by a feeling of it being lowered back to the ground gently. And the light turning green and lots of cars and things returned to normal.
While in my bedroom this week I witnessed a being appear on the wall and just stare at me. It had horns on either side of its head. Big angled eyes the size of your palms. I had more of a projection feeling vs. the real being. It seemed to just melt away after a short time. At the same time I recognized shapes and patterns in front of the wall. Some have said it’s the Matrix. I have been seeing similar patterns for months now in front of walls and almost anywhere when relaxed. They can also appear as interconnecting puzzle pieces of light.
Dan
Phoenix AZ
UNITED STATES - COLORADO
Mantis Being by Cynthia Crawford
Editor's note: This information came during the live Paranormal Matrix webcast on June 5th, 2010.
See http://www.lyssaroyal.com and
http://www.paranormalmatrix.com
First meditation:
I experienced someone at about 10 o'clock from me who reminded me of Ashtar pictures I've seen online, a human looking ET in a white or pale gray body suit. The impression was one of seeing him with my 3rd eye, not my physical eyes.
My attention was focused on him. Then it seemed that I was in the midst of several beings, all around me. I felt my arms and shoulders being touched in loving, welcoming ways.
As a kind of touchstone throughout the experiences (both meditations) I could feel my mantis being spirit guardian behind me, my right shoulder, supporting me as I was reclining for the contact meditations. There is a bit of a story about him too that I'll share too.
Second meditation:
I had a sense of ET beings moving around through my apt. in the kitchen, in the hallway, living room, bedroom. Just exploring my living space, or, once I was writing down the experiences, it seemed that they may have been placing energetic focal points of some kind at various places throughout my home, like higher dimensional energetic objects. Maybe things that will bring more contact over time?
At bedtime:
I often see "lightships" from my bedroom window at night, and have photographed some of them. I've posted some of the photos on my FB here. But this night, after the meditations, there were 2 new flashing, pulsing lights in the sky, flashing colors, red, violet, amber, blue, green. One was predominantly red, the other predominantly blue. On Sat they appeared horizontally placed, fairly close together, and a short time later they disappeared. Stars move, but don't disappear.
The next night they appeared again, except this time they were vertical to each other, but appeared to be the same space apart, not far from each other. I have continued to see them now, a third time they were diagonal to each other. A friend of mine in Durango saw them too and emailed me about them. They were appearing in the sky to her in the same configurations as they were to me. I don't think she did the meditation though!
Now I have a feeling of not being alone, even more than usual. I always have my familiar guides around me, but now there feels like there may be more beings around!
As to my mantis being guide...
Last September I was attracted to a mantis being sculpture of my friend Cynthia Crawford in Angel Fire, NM. She was going to change the eyes to what she, and I, felt would be more representative of his true appearance. So I picked it up from her and stayed with her in October when I came to see David Icke in Phoenix. As soon as he was "mine" I realized there was a mantis being guide with me behind my right shoulder! I can really feel him there strongly and can feel when he touches my right shoulder too. He is more a guardian than a guide precisely. There is a real sense of being watched over by him.
A couple weeks later, back home, I went to a movie night with friends over in Pagosa Springs. After the movie, we were discussing the movie - no talk of spirit guides at all - and one of the gentlemen there I noticed looking at me kind of intently. Finally he said, "I don't want to alarm you, but you have a tall praying mantis being standing behind your right shoulder." I just started laughing, then told him about picking up the statue, and my own experience of the mantis being behind my right shoulder. That was such amazing confirmation! (I have Cynthia's sculpture as my profile pic now.)
I'm continuing to write my book, and will be trying very much to have it done by August!
The adventure continues...
In'lakesh,
Niara
See http://www.lyssaroyal.com and
http://www.paranormalmatrix.com
First meditation:
I experienced someone at about 10 o'clock from me who reminded me of Ashtar pictures I've seen online, a human looking ET in a white or pale gray body suit. The impression was one of seeing him with my 3rd eye, not my physical eyes.
My attention was focused on him. Then it seemed that I was in the midst of several beings, all around me. I felt my arms and shoulders being touched in loving, welcoming ways.
As a kind of touchstone throughout the experiences (both meditations) I could feel my mantis being spirit guardian behind me, my right shoulder, supporting me as I was reclining for the contact meditations. There is a bit of a story about him too that I'll share too.
Second meditation:
I had a sense of ET beings moving around through my apt. in the kitchen, in the hallway, living room, bedroom. Just exploring my living space, or, once I was writing down the experiences, it seemed that they may have been placing energetic focal points of some kind at various places throughout my home, like higher dimensional energetic objects. Maybe things that will bring more contact over time?
At bedtime:
I often see "lightships" from my bedroom window at night, and have photographed some of them. I've posted some of the photos on my FB here. But this night, after the meditations, there were 2 new flashing, pulsing lights in the sky, flashing colors, red, violet, amber, blue, green. One was predominantly red, the other predominantly blue. On Sat they appeared horizontally placed, fairly close together, and a short time later they disappeared. Stars move, but don't disappear.
The next night they appeared again, except this time they were vertical to each other, but appeared to be the same space apart, not far from each other. I have continued to see them now, a third time they were diagonal to each other. A friend of mine in Durango saw them too and emailed me about them. They were appearing in the sky to her in the same configurations as they were to me. I don't think she did the meditation though!
Now I have a feeling of not being alone, even more than usual. I always have my familiar guides around me, but now there feels like there may be more beings around!
As to my mantis being guide...
Last September I was attracted to a mantis being sculpture of my friend Cynthia Crawford in Angel Fire, NM. She was going to change the eyes to what she, and I, felt would be more representative of his true appearance. So I picked it up from her and stayed with her in October when I came to see David Icke in Phoenix. As soon as he was "mine" I realized there was a mantis being guide with me behind my right shoulder! I can really feel him there strongly and can feel when he touches my right shoulder too. He is more a guardian than a guide precisely. There is a real sense of being watched over by him.
A couple weeks later, back home, I went to a movie night with friends over in Pagosa Springs. After the movie, we were discussing the movie - no talk of spirit guides at all - and one of the gentlemen there I noticed looking at me kind of intently. Finally he said, "I don't want to alarm you, but you have a tall praying mantis being standing behind your right shoulder." I just started laughing, then told him about picking up the statue, and my own experience of the mantis being behind my right shoulder. That was such amazing confirmation! (I have Cynthia's sculpture as my profile pic now.)
I'm continuing to write my book, and will be trying very much to have it done by August!
The adventure continues...
In'lakesh,
Niara
UNITED STATES - NORTH CAROLINA
Blue Arcturian by Cynthia Crawford
I got a call this morning from a friend in NC who has a portal over his bed that occurred after he & his wife each got a sculpture, Jan. 2010, his was a blue Arcturian and hers was a large Mantis. Many things have been coming through the portal including a universal language similar to hieroglyphics, numerous mini UFOs, strange telescoping gadgets and various beings.
My Guides told me that he & his wife were hierarchy from another race in the Universe & that they volunteered to come to Earth to assist humanity in the coming times.
Last night, David was awakened earlier than usual to a dark portal opening with a hairy, frightening beast (size of an adult lamb) and felt the current coming from the portal. He remembered me telling him how to use the "Light" & "unconditional Love" to diffuse anything "dark" of its power over him. When he used this method, within 2 minutes the darkness lost its power, and within 10 minutes the beasts were gone. Then these very large, thick leather covered books came through the portal swirling around. He was not able to read the titles on them, nor could he grab them, so he asked me what I thought it was. Also, a very large dark royal blue (with some purple) Mantis (about 10' tall) came up to his wife's Mantis sculpture on the bed stand and became one with it. He asked what that meant as well.
My response to all this is he was being tested/challenged to overpower the dark and, upon succeeding, he was being shown that he is close to accessing his Akashic Records (leather covered books). Upon accessing the Akashic Records, he will then be able to fully walk into his power, knowing all of his past lifetimes and complete his mission on Earth so that he and his wife can return to their home planet. The royal blue colored Mantis are those who protect the Mantis hierarchy (those of gold and white (light being) Mantis) and this being is his & his wife's personal protector/guard from now on.
This truly is a wonderful time where we are waking up and remembering our truth, empowering ourselves to complete our missions so that Mother Gia can finally cleanse herself when this ascension is completed.
Traci
My Guides told me that he & his wife were hierarchy from another race in the Universe & that they volunteered to come to Earth to assist humanity in the coming times.
Last night, David was awakened earlier than usual to a dark portal opening with a hairy, frightening beast (size of an adult lamb) and felt the current coming from the portal. He remembered me telling him how to use the "Light" & "unconditional Love" to diffuse anything "dark" of its power over him. When he used this method, within 2 minutes the darkness lost its power, and within 10 minutes the beasts were gone. Then these very large, thick leather covered books came through the portal swirling around. He was not able to read the titles on them, nor could he grab them, so he asked me what I thought it was. Also, a very large dark royal blue (with some purple) Mantis (about 10' tall) came up to his wife's Mantis sculpture on the bed stand and became one with it. He asked what that meant as well.
My response to all this is he was being tested/challenged to overpower the dark and, upon succeeding, he was being shown that he is close to accessing his Akashic Records (leather covered books). Upon accessing the Akashic Records, he will then be able to fully walk into his power, knowing all of his past lifetimes and complete his mission on Earth so that he and his wife can return to their home planet. The royal blue colored Mantis are those who protect the Mantis hierarchy (those of gold and white (light being) Mantis) and this being is his & his wife's personal protector/guard from now on.
This truly is a wonderful time where we are waking up and remembering our truth, empowering ourselves to complete our missions so that Mother Gia can finally cleanse herself when this ascension is completed.
Traci
UNITED KINGDOM - From Ek-Mau
Art by Ek-Mau
A little About Me.
Born in Ontario in 1976 and have been in the UK since 1984.
I consider myself to have ESP skills, and have always felt that the world was not exactly doing what it should do, and that the human race is on the edge of a huge awakening about what IS.
As a child, I would often look up at the sky 'knowing' about the people there, and feeling them in my heart, as connected to me as my sister is.
I had no known contact until the age of nineteen, in 1995. That year, something so transformative happened to me that my consciousness completely changed.
I was contacted by Pleiadians. They gave me a message which changed my life. It was about the monarchy. I was told I was a star sister, on a special mission, and from the moment the message finished, my complete consciousness had shifted.
So on I went, on my 'mission', with no guidebook, no instructions, just pure intent, love and light for the truth about our race and our planet, to be seen.
I knew nothing about Pleiadians before that. My mission took me through another encounter with a huge spaceship, witnessed by a boyfriend at the time.
My mission, which is still a massive part of the reason I stay positive, has brought me to places as mysterious as Stonehenge, where I met huge beings, who were healing the stones, and I presented them with a glass crystal ball, in 2001, which had been made in 1999, to say thanks. I have worked with crop circles, crystals, sound, made contact with many kinds of higher beings, and am a medium. I was told this by Anna Mitchell Hedges in a dream. I have helped spirits on the other side many times.
I have had immense contact with gods, after seeing Ra's spaceship, in Birmingham, and Isis helped me to recover from a mutation that was taking place in my body. She showed me how to control my DNA with my mind, so I would not mutate.
I had another mutation happen in 2005, where scales started to grow at an alarming rate from a part of my foot, and I attacked them, not wanting to be completely covered in scales, which is what would have happened, were I not so fast. I had to cut into my foot and cut through three lines of sliding energy, like giant DNA, to stop myself from being demateriliased, which was the plan B were I not to mutate. I managed to succeed both these tasks.
I have had dealings with a crystal skull who also came into my possession for a while... He has now departed the planet, after the woman who gave him to me wanted him back.
The visitations have been a more regular part of my life since last year ...my daughter and myself were being visited very regularly, last year, and they still do come, too. I have been instructed many times to have faith, and be myself. I have even managed to have cosmic jokes with some of the beings, who I like to communicate with.
Life, for me, has been split between the 3D reality, which runs alongside many realities, free of time. I have been concerned with the success of the truth of this planet...
Beings like Isis, Ra, Orion, Horus, Anubis, and Tefnut, all who have had dealings with me, have played a large role in how I feel about the state of things. I am not a fearful abductee. I am someone who has been working hard on missions which have taken me to dark places, where I could shine light, and therefore, illuminate the truth. It has been scary at times, but I have never once let my fear become a part of my reality, always standing outside of it, and allowing only the truth of my faith to guide me.
The numerous science-fiction-like adventures I have had are being compiled (again) into a readable document for anyone to read. In 2001 I found the 'Shards of Maldek' which turned up in the third dimension, amongst some friends who helped me to bring them through. They have since been lost, too, which is a tragedy, to me, but I am sure the reason they came through is to also illuminate the truth.
I went form being an ordinary teenager, to someone who was guided by invisible love, forces and beings, who are not involved in any normal human's day - to- day life. My mission has been fast paced and now I am recovering from the whole affair which has given me nothing less than a warrior's stance.
I have been healing the earth, ready for something, on a very grand scale, in the magical island of Britain, during a time of utter ridicule by the authorities, who have had me locked up more than once, and been oppressed by my family, on the most part. The adventures I have had still boggle my mind with the complexities I have handled but I have been in my heart, in touch with the space brothers and sisters and always ready to serve the planet, my god and friends, who have helped me, too.
Now It is time for me to reach out and find other ET contactees, so I can find others who would like to hear the messages I have been given and to help my networking so I can be amongst evolved people.
I look forward to this with much love and enthusiasm. I have worked very hard with mother earth and beings and now it is time for me to come to my star family on Earth and feel OK about it all....it is no fun being like me and feeling so alone!! I can't wait to meet you all!!!!
In light, love, peace, unity,
Ek Mau
Born in Ontario in 1976 and have been in the UK since 1984.
I consider myself to have ESP skills, and have always felt that the world was not exactly doing what it should do, and that the human race is on the edge of a huge awakening about what IS.
As a child, I would often look up at the sky 'knowing' about the people there, and feeling them in my heart, as connected to me as my sister is.
I had no known contact until the age of nineteen, in 1995. That year, something so transformative happened to me that my consciousness completely changed.
I was contacted by Pleiadians. They gave me a message which changed my life. It was about the monarchy. I was told I was a star sister, on a special mission, and from the moment the message finished, my complete consciousness had shifted.
So on I went, on my 'mission', with no guidebook, no instructions, just pure intent, love and light for the truth about our race and our planet, to be seen.
I knew nothing about Pleiadians before that. My mission took me through another encounter with a huge spaceship, witnessed by a boyfriend at the time.
My mission, which is still a massive part of the reason I stay positive, has brought me to places as mysterious as Stonehenge, where I met huge beings, who were healing the stones, and I presented them with a glass crystal ball, in 2001, which had been made in 1999, to say thanks. I have worked with crop circles, crystals, sound, made contact with many kinds of higher beings, and am a medium. I was told this by Anna Mitchell Hedges in a dream. I have helped spirits on the other side many times.
I have had immense contact with gods, after seeing Ra's spaceship, in Birmingham, and Isis helped me to recover from a mutation that was taking place in my body. She showed me how to control my DNA with my mind, so I would not mutate.
I had another mutation happen in 2005, where scales started to grow at an alarming rate from a part of my foot, and I attacked them, not wanting to be completely covered in scales, which is what would have happened, were I not so fast. I had to cut into my foot and cut through three lines of sliding energy, like giant DNA, to stop myself from being demateriliased, which was the plan B were I not to mutate. I managed to succeed both these tasks.
I have had dealings with a crystal skull who also came into my possession for a while... He has now departed the planet, after the woman who gave him to me wanted him back.
The visitations have been a more regular part of my life since last year ...my daughter and myself were being visited very regularly, last year, and they still do come, too. I have been instructed many times to have faith, and be myself. I have even managed to have cosmic jokes with some of the beings, who I like to communicate with.
Life, for me, has been split between the 3D reality, which runs alongside many realities, free of time. I have been concerned with the success of the truth of this planet...
Beings like Isis, Ra, Orion, Horus, Anubis, and Tefnut, all who have had dealings with me, have played a large role in how I feel about the state of things. I am not a fearful abductee. I am someone who has been working hard on missions which have taken me to dark places, where I could shine light, and therefore, illuminate the truth. It has been scary at times, but I have never once let my fear become a part of my reality, always standing outside of it, and allowing only the truth of my faith to guide me.
The numerous science-fiction-like adventures I have had are being compiled (again) into a readable document for anyone to read. In 2001 I found the 'Shards of Maldek' which turned up in the third dimension, amongst some friends who helped me to bring them through. They have since been lost, too, which is a tragedy, to me, but I am sure the reason they came through is to also illuminate the truth.
I went form being an ordinary teenager, to someone who was guided by invisible love, forces and beings, who are not involved in any normal human's day - to- day life. My mission has been fast paced and now I am recovering from the whole affair which has given me nothing less than a warrior's stance.
I have been healing the earth, ready for something, on a very grand scale, in the magical island of Britain, during a time of utter ridicule by the authorities, who have had me locked up more than once, and been oppressed by my family, on the most part. The adventures I have had still boggle my mind with the complexities I have handled but I have been in my heart, in touch with the space brothers and sisters and always ready to serve the planet, my god and friends, who have helped me, too.
Now It is time for me to reach out and find other ET contactees, so I can find others who would like to hear the messages I have been given and to help my networking so I can be amongst evolved people.
I look forward to this with much love and enthusiasm. I have worked very hard with mother earth and beings and now it is time for me to come to my star family on Earth and feel OK about it all....it is no fun being like me and feeling so alone!! I can't wait to meet you all!!!!
In light, love, peace, unity,
Ek Mau